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AN INTERVIEW BY SPIKE
What is your vision for the Mutilated Mannequins and how do you see yourselves in relation to other artists?
What's your relation to goth?
What are your music and lyrics about?
It's complicated. In a lot of hardcore music you get garbled singing. In a lot of punk rock shows they hand out lyric sheets and I've thought about doing that. A lot of the live experience is not about the lyrics for the audience as much as a visceral experience. I want to foreground the viscerality of it but I'm conflicted because I spend a lot of time crafting the lyrics and I take them very seriously. 'Let Darkness Descend' is kind of nihilistic. It's all about a racial anxiety. The songs reflect on a history. I can't find myself in the black bourgeois stuff that's been constructed post 60's. I'm the ultimate outsider. I feel I want to mock and talk about all the stuff that's going on. Like in hip-hop, there's all this 'you have to gang bang and pimp - the authenticity about being a thug. It seems like for an African American or Negro or black person - pick your term - to make cultural production in America there has to be this investment of authenticity. I think certain kinds of queer sensibilities disrupt that enough that those cultural productions are really out there in a really visible way. I'd like to be more visible just to disrupt this question of authenticity and not be playing into the urgency for someone to be real. We had a song called 'Fake' and the phrase 'we ain't keeping it real'. All this 'realness' question and even in drag there's the whole obsession with realness. What is this whole thing about the 'real'? You know "I Am Spoonbender"? There's this west coast performer on that magazine on the cover and talking about the subjectivity of reality. It's pretty obvious. I'm interested in dealing with that idea and would like to take it further and celebrate the fake. Now that we realize that reality is subjective, what kind of realities are we going to try and construct for ourselves? It's a lot of what the music's trying to do. There's a lot of revenge stuff too. And insanity and places where people are breaking down. The different characters in the songs I guess are just different parts of myself. The lyrics are very explicit and they're very abstract. For example: "I'm afraid of the sun. Blistering light, burning bright. Holy darkness skin. Field and fields of cotton bathed in southern memory. The sun never shed a light. It's labor and never free. Let darkness descend. I'm afraid of the sun. Casting shadows in the light. In darkness we're all equally lost. We're afraid of the sun. In fields and fields of cotton bathed in southern memory. I don't believe the cost, I don't believe the dream." For me it's referring to Martin Luther King's historical "I Had A Dream." Like not believing the myth of America, the mythology of all the potential. It's absurd really. So 'Letting Darkness Descend' is an equalizer and also very doomy. Art isn't about reality; art is about possibility beyond reality, about dreaming.
What are your feelings on queer hip-hop, punk, soul?
I have real problems with queer hip-hop. Deep Dick Collective are really smart and they do this fun cultural deconstruction of mainstream hip-hop. I have problems with identity basically. I think that DDC's way that they foreground their blackness and their bisexuality and homosexuality seems like a marketing tool. It doesn't create any space and room in my life. Maybe it does for people who really identify with them like the black community who want to reconcile all these things. It just seems like another box that one puts oneself in. I've been working on this song called 'Negro Actor' about how in America you have to negotiate some expectation of what someone wants from you. They want you to be this thing, as opposed to being. I've done things in both queer and black context before and always felt outside and alienated.
I grew up with soul. I love it, although most of the new stuff is crap. It can't help but seep into our music. I'm really into the minimalism that goes on in hip-hop, the beats and rhythmic construction. In terms of innovation, I think a lot of the things happening in hip-hop are more relevant than the things happening in rock. I'm interested in how technology has changed everything - like pro-tools. The Edit. I try and play with that in the construction of the music, literally. Our music is about the journey, about fantasy, about fiction. I'm working on a song called 'Public Humiliation' about mob mentality, very violent. Public ridicule. On a historical level, you fantasize about a reversal.
Do you consider the MM a sexual/sensual band and what is your take on sex? Do you identify as a queer band, a gender-bender entity or something completely different? How do you feel about the debate concerning People Of Color and queer issues?
Definitely sexual. Rock is a whore. I'm living that when I perform. The name Mutilated Mannequins is about being glamorously fucked up. Damaged. I think there's something both base and transcendental in our music. The lyrics are about revenge, imagining other places you can occupy in the world, fantasy - these places where you breakdown, when you've lost it and are speaking from a place of insanity.
Queer people? Well, a faggot's only good for one thing and they're not always good at that. I'm much more sympathetic to people of color than queer people. Racism is a different kind of institution than homophobia…
What's your take on drugs?
I think drugs are a really good idea. Please do quote me on that. I'm not into being politically responsible. I think drugs are a really good idea because the world is a really horrible place. Obviously drugs ruin a lot of people's lives. I don't advocate them but I don't not advocate them. Drugs are a reasonable response to an irrational world.
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